i just want you, no one else but you.

hey,
this is amanda,
and i am super sorry that i hadnt post anyhting for the past few months,
sorry for keep you guys waiting,
i have exam recently,
so i hope you guys understand,
i like someone else now,
but i dont know if he likes me,
i've been facing 2 heartbreaks in 1 month,
it's not like i'm scared,
but i really dont know what else to do,
i dont have that courage to go up and talk to him,
i understand flirting is part of your thing,
but can you just try to be who you are?
you dont need the flirt to show who you are,
there's someone who always adore you for who you are,
iloveyou,
i dont know if you know i like you,
but nomater if you know it or not,
it doesnt even matter,
cause i dont need words to describe how much my love meant to you,
all i need is letting me know how you feel about me,
you said good bye to me the other day,
i know it doesnt meant anything,
but to me it does,
it really does,
i hope we could talk more,
and i hope everything goes with the flow,
i love you so so much,
but i  dont know if you'll like me,
i know i'm not perfect,
but please,
give it a try,
just once,
please,
i hope you're reading this,
but i dont want you to see the pain in me,
so i dont know what to do,
i just want to see you smile,
that's the only thing i need everything to be,
i really hope you'll be mine someday,
i'll be patiently waiting,
and that's for sure,
dont tell me i ran out of time,
if it takes rest of my life,
i'll wait for you...
:)
iloveyou,
and,
iwantyou,
as simple as that :)
this is how i personally feel,
i never told anyone,
i hide it,
because i never wanted anyone to see how i feel,

i've said this for like so many times already,

but still,

i love you :),

i truly do...:)

just me and you.

hey people,
imma blog again,
cause before something really special happened,
we're together already,
i'm not suppose to tell it out,
but who cares,
i find it keep it secret is better to let it open,
i mean people will just spread it,
and sometimes i just dont like it,
yesterday that post,
was the last emo post i can ever post,
i forgot to tell you guys that i was with him,
cause i thought you guys already know it,
anyway,
congratulate me people,
i finally have him,
again,
i'm glad i have him back,
i couldnt thank anyone but god,
thank you...
what i was craving for all this time,
i finally got it,
what a miracle!
i love you till the end,
and i will never let you go easily,
i'll never did what had done,
and i will never hurt you anymore,
please dont crush down my hope,
i dont want to see it fade away,
i set my hope high to you,
cause i put my trust in you,
we could last longer than we could think of,
although we dont get to see each other daily,
but,
distance means so little,
if you love that person so so much,
yea,
my words was touching,
and maybe sometime mean,
but i can see that you are touched,
because of what i said,
thank you for giving us another chance,
another chance to stay,
another chance to understand each other,
and,
another chance to believe in us,
trust me,
i will never let you down,
i'll make you believe what you did was right,
and i will try my very best to understand you,
i'll talk to you more often,
and listen to when you want me to,
i'll be by your side,
each and every minute we have together...
it doesnt matter how long we have,
i dont care if it only takes 1 month,
1 day,
or 1 hour,
to be with you,
but i can surely tell you that, in this,
1 month,
1 day,
1 hour,
i will love you,
no more regret,
no more wrong decisions,
just me,
and you,
we could talk till midnight,
and go out every time,
cause with you,
i agree to sacrifice....
<3